Oh man. Today is the day. The day that starts me getting less and less time with my babies. It starts with 2 days a week from 8-1 and then they will only spend more time away as the years go by. So here we go. I'm sending them off to gain independence from me. They will gain their own stories to tell me. New friends that I wont know. They will learn things that I'm not teaching them. It's going to be great for them. They will learn and grow so much. It will be great for me too. I will definitely enjoy the break. I haven't had me time for awhile now so I will definitely not take it for granted. I will miss them so so much and it will be okay. It will. This marks a passage into a new phase of life. As Kahlan said once "we are growing and it makes mommy sad". Yes baby girl it does but it also makes me happy. You and Noah may not understand why mommy cries sometimes like at the first day of school but someday you guys will get it and I'll be there to hug you and tell you I understand.
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